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Tending to the Corn

Ken Ebert | 06.26.09 | 08:52 AM |
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"I've been standin' on the hillside
in the night
I've singin' 'bout the good things
and the light
There's a new star on the horizon
and it nearly fills the sky"

~ Ozark Mountain Daredevils

The fence meant to keep the rabbits out also kept the sunlight out. My friend Donnie (an 80-something woman who's grandfather ran slaves through shipping in Dutch Guiana in the late 19th century) suggested the diffusion of the sunlight through the hex-wire fence as a probable cause for the corn in that patch being significantly smaller than the corn in the unfenced patch.

I never got to putting up the second fence and it seems the coyotes have kept the rabbits at bay quite effectively. So I took down the fence this morning and weeded both patches. Tiwa musician Robert Mirabal suggests that if you want to live a spiritual life, plant corn. We live in the old rabbit hunting grounds of his people. When I see Robert I always smile, because he reminds me of his selfless efforts to bring the lore and legend of his people into the modern world.

Lately I have been perusing the Shift in Action audio library and listening to some of the presentations. I feel that a lot of the discussion on SIA are sourced in this privileged information, so I took the privilege of listening. It was good to hear Candace Pert and be reminded of the role of emotions in our participation in the web of life. Yet I found the dialogue between Dean Radin and Lynn McTaggart to be somewhat of a turn-off due to the tone of their attitudes toward allopathic medicine.

But the true treat came in listening to the new teleseminar with Elena Avila. It is well worth a listen!! And her grounded curendera approach to healing, along with her knowledge as a psychiatric nurse, gave me a smile. I suspect we tend to admire the source who agrees with us. So much of my worldview has been colored by the Latino folk wisdom of this region, as well as the introduction to it by reading Castaneda's complete works.

Also, I was pleased to see Alan bring notice to the work of Sutapas Bhattacharya. His effort to find a biological component for spiritual connection reminds me of Rick Strassman's work. I saw Rick over at the recycling center the other day, and was reminded that the noetic cares not iffin' it is in a mountain pasture or at the dump. Ya just never know when signs will emerge from enfoldment in the plenum, reminders of our inextricable immersion in the Oren Mor, or the Great Song of Life.

So I have weeded the corn this morning, and am indulging as a micro-sabbatical by writing a blog before I do the dishes, bathe, and go to work.

The moisty morning is a pleasure indeed, as this is the dampest season in many a year. The greenery come to this desert is a blessing with no need of a disguise! The arrival of the magpies, en mass, remains a mystery to us. But I did get to witness a quail who boldly backed a magpie into a corner beneath the pine tree where the finches were born and released into flight. Intimidating a magpie is no small feat!

The death of Michael Jackson really hit me hard, yet in a way which prevails in the gentleness with which such immense creative talent instructs the soul. Jackson, Presley, Lennon, McCartney, Dylan: the beat goes on, and on, and on. Michael had his demons, as we all do. Yet, if the media reporters have it right, he died of excessive palliation. I chose those words carefully, reminded just yesterday that some of the trendy choices and ideological bends we round in life can have such a great and deep impact on the personality. Personality colors expression, without fail.

The thing that reminded me yesterday was seeing an 8-9 year old boy dressed in a lavender chiffon ballerina's gown. He was in the company of a couple who appeared to be old lesbians. They were in a busy public market.

I realize how judgmental I could get in describing this, and how unwelcome it may be on these pages where optimism rules. But I admit to sometimes wishing I could reach out and take reality by the throat, shaking it and asking questions that would border on the profane, yet sourced in a deep love for the beauty of life.

Elena Avila's teleseminar reminded me to revere the miracle of how we conduct an intimate relationship with an impersonal universe. At sunrise this morning I was further reminded by the wordless beauty of the play between light and shadows....

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Blessed Be ~ Ken


Member Comments:

Submitted by arhodes on June 26, 2009 - 10:38pm.

smiles and thank you Ken .... alan

Submitted by Ken Ebert on June 26, 2009 - 8:29pm.

Can you elaborate, please, Barbara? I would appreciate it.

There is a dynamic at work in these blogs for quite some time now. When I realized that the direct approach didn't make the connection, for communications, I joined in the dynamic, in it's tone and delivery, in order to maybe connect in that way.

Whatever it is I do not get it. I would welcome someone telling me, directly and clearly, just what the deal is. All I can tell for sure so far is that the photos of mine are somehow are involved. This activity of playful (doesn't feel playful) nagging in replies feels perplexing, and I also feel saddened by the weird dynamic. I enjoy sharing my blogs here, and the little gamey replies and comments are becoming a drag worth considering. I don't like it.

So, what's up? This situation really deserves a "What the ####?!" in my estimation. I feel anger.

~ Ken

Submitted by Ken Ebert on June 27, 2009 - 4:42am.

I do not get it. Repeat - I do not get it.

~ Ken

Submitted by Ken Ebert on June 29, 2009 - 8:10am.

I really appreciate your lengthy response here, Barbara. I'm still not sure what is bothering me about SIA, but I am certain that it can't be roped in definitively. Yes, I was triggered by your posts, partly, but through email correspondence I find that it is deeper issues with me, not anything personal with anybody who posts here regularly.

Part of it has been coming since I attended the consciousness conference in March. I have an inborn love for observing how people do things, and that is hard for me to distinguish clearly from the content of what they are trying to communicate. That came up front and center for me at the conference: the duality of the what I call the "show biz" aspect of the consciousness movement, set alongside the actual ideas that are being communicated. That is what I have been referring to when I write of Eric Pearl - because he is a good example.

In his workshop at the conference he very clearly and adeptly demonstrated, beyond reasonable doubt (I consider losing all doubt to be a death blow to my awareness), the validity and powerful nature of his healing modality. Yet at the same time he had numerous people walk out of the workshop because of his manner of speaking. I went to the book signing afterwards, to get a copy of his book and to shake his hand. As I stood in line an incident happened that seemed out of synch with the high vibes of the conference. A few minutes later, as I shook his hand, I noticed his eyes were physically vibrating at high speed, and concurrently I got an intuitive flash to pay attention to the encounter. Now, in reading his book, I find that the same tone that chased a few people from his workshop is an integral part of his packaging and sales pitch. It has taken me a long time to read the book because I find his attitude to be caustic beyond my own comfort level. And, Goddess knows I have surgical grade sarcasm in my tool kit!!! ;-)

This brings me to a couple of things, one of which I snipped from Eric's book. I'm not dissing Eric, nor trying to dissuade anyone from looking into his valid modality. He wrote about choosing love over fear in the approach to healing - not an uncommon sentiment in the consciousness movement. But something that Elena Avila said in her teleseminar really hit home with me, when she referred to a woman who's "duality had become polarized".

I know that I am not alone in the feeling of having to step lightly on this forum because of the prevalence of some worldviews. What seems to be a polarity in me was best stated by physicist Richard Feynman: "What do you care what other people think".

You are correct, Barbara, in saying (via email) that the quality of my shared writing in SIA has been diminished by my trying to adapt to the dynamics of social interaction here. I looked back to some of my earlier blogs and and got a reaction like "Holy shit! It's like someone slipped some lexical valium into my ink pot!". But, of course, no one did that to me. I censor myself. The 40-weight viscosity of the love and optimism crowd can act as a lubricant or it can seriously slow down a freestyle swimmer. And since I am not a big proponent of the "law of attraction" or the "we create our own reality" ideologies I am pretty much relegated to be the prime coach in deciding how to swim through these waters.

As MaAnna mentioned recently, stepping aside as the spirit flows through during music composition is a wondrous experience. That is also when I write most clearly. Then I am reminded of one of the powerful admonitions that Terence McKenna received from the elfclowns of hyperspace: "don't be astonished. Relax and do what we do!".

It's analogical to the presentation from Eric Pearl as well. I've become casual friends with his former assistant, who has reminded me that getting the ego out of the way is the prime directive of healing. But, dag nab it, I just cannot agree with that! I can't! I won't! (stamps feet and pouts like a six year old). It's part and parcel of something else that Elena Avila said: that we are Nature. We are not from it, or in it. We are it.

So, to get back to the point, iffin' there was a point ;-) - Pearl pokes fun at some of the ritual finery that we attach to consciousness studies and application. His doing so reminded me that I do that too, in the privacy of my own mind. Think about it - how can a living breathing critter sever it's connection with the Divine? Now, don't anyone start in with the "illusion" schtick! Compared to what?

In writing this rather lengthy tome I gradually realized that I am going to do with it what Glenn and Bob have done at times - post it here, then put it up front, on the Declare front page, at the top of the list. I'm thinking of some of the luminaries in my own life. I'm feeling an odd, playful trepidation at the little military trainer jet from the National Guard that is practicing 'touch and go' landings at the airport, which brings him or her over this house a time or two. I'm seriously wondering what synchronistic appearance will grace my world today at work.

I, I, I, I.

Looks like musical notation, don't it? A rhythm track, maybe? We went to the KTAO Solar Center last night to see Dan Hicks and his Hot Licks in concert. By far, the song that got the crowd most excited was "I Scare Myself". The performance was impeccable. Dan even alluded to Michael Jackson a couple of times. Which reminded me that Michael's personal troubles and tribulations are indeed as important to me as his immense talent. The two are inseparable.

I forgot to say that my trepidation at the little trainer jet was a fear that the danged thing might crash through the roof of the house. How daft is that?!?! Then I remember that when the van came through my living room wall, I was solid deep into a loving angelic contemplation. As if, huh?!

I finish this long indulgent post with some lyrics from my man, Rodney Crowell:

"Life is messy
I feel like Elvis Presley
At a very early age
They put you in a cage
and push you out on stage
Life is messy
"

Aho! ~ Ken

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